Sunday, November 25

Excitement

Happy Holidays!  It's strange how quick this time of year comes around.  I'm listening to classical Christmas piano music as I write tonight.  A lot of inside work has been going on over the past month.

First and probably foremost right now, my job is up in the air and I am looking at my options.  It's time for me to make a change but I need to stay where I am also.  My goal now is to become an entrepreneur of sorts.  I see a web based business in my future.  A variety of different ideas have been going though my head and I think that I pegged a great one that I will be developing as I hold my full time job.

I've been working on further defining what I want out of life, both career and personal.  Personally, I really do want to have a boyfriend again and I want this to be the last one.  I think it's totally possible right now.  My fantasy is that I find a super smart, chill guy who is just up for anything and has his stuff together.  On my fitness goals, I signed up for a half marathon.  It's my first ever and I am so not a runner that I am super excited about it.  This will be in May.  I'm up to 6.5 miles, but I've got a lot of work to do on that.  It's a great work distraction.


I've been on a marathon of AWKWARD. on MTV.com today.  I admire in some strange way Jenna's freedom with her sexuality.  I wish that I had that, and that I have that now.  It's really not there for me very easily.  I have to really trust before I let go and that takes lots of time.  Sometimes we all just feel AWKWARD.  



















That's it for now.