Happy Holidays! It's strange how quick this time of year comes around. I'm listening to classical Christmas piano music as I write tonight. A lot of inside work has been going on over the past month.
I've been on a marathon of AWKWARD. on MTV.com today. I admire in some strange way Jenna's freedom with her sexuality. I wish that I had that, and that I have that now. It's really not there for me very easily. I have to really trust before I let go and that takes lots of time. Sometimes we all just feel AWKWARD.
That's it for now.
First and probably foremost right now, my job is up in the air and I am looking at my options. It's time for me to make a change but I need to stay where I am also. My goal now is to become an entrepreneur of sorts. I see a web based business in my future. A variety of different ideas have been going though my head and I think that I pegged a great one that I will be developing as I hold my full time job.
I've been working on further defining what I want out of life, both career and personal. Personally, I really do want to have a boyfriend again and I want this to be the last one. I think it's totally possible right now. My fantasy is that I find a super smart, chill guy who is just up for anything and has his stuff together. On my fitness goals, I signed up for a half marathon. It's my first ever and I am so not a runner that I am super excited about it. This will be in May. I'm up to 6.5 miles, but I've got a lot of work to do on that. It's a great work distraction.
I've been on a marathon of AWKWARD. on MTV.com today. I admire in some strange way Jenna's freedom with her sexuality. I wish that I had that, and that I have that now. It's really not there for me very easily. I have to really trust before I let go and that takes lots of time. Sometimes we all just feel AWKWARD.
That's it for now.
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