Merry Christmas!
I am back for a blog or two...time to start working through stuff again...
I was dumped by my boyfriend of three months the day before Christmas. This is my first real boyfriend in several years (sans a man in a marriage that if known, I could turn inside out). I made myself available, to an available person.
He told me that he could not be himself with me. I have no idea who I dated over the past three months. It wasn't "him" and it's devastating.
I am hurting inside. Badly. I just began to feel comfortable with him sexually, and really felt that we were beginning to make strides in the right direction as we grew and got to know each other. It's so hard to just throw in the towel on a relationship that I think only began to blossom.
