Hi,
I've been busy adding the commentary that is from my other site today to this one. :) Everything is here now.
My game on diet is working well. It was a rough start but I have lost 3 lbs already (weighing in at 142 now) which is one of the lowest weights I have been at for some time. I'm happy about that.
I had a 'date' with my recent ex Friday, only he showed up 35 minutes late, which by that time I had decided to go home. The plan was to meet after work for me, and after his class. Well he never let me know it was going late and I got tired of waiting. I thought I was going to be stood up. I went home.
This weekend I went home to my parent's house to celebrate my mom's birthday. Yesterday I went to the beach alone and took a long walk in the sand. It felt great. I needed that and have been fantasizing about that for a long time. I always wonder what the human fascination with water is. We are just obsessed with bodies of water. Perhaps its how the expanse of water reminds us of how small we really are. Today has just been a chill day and I have liked that too.
I'm really thinking a lot lately about several things:
1. I want some girlfriends here. I've lived here for 6 years and haven't fostered any of those relationships. I need to spend more time working on that. It's hard when so many girls my age are focused on their relationships and/or kids.
2. I want a relationship. I don't want to spend my entire life alone.
3. I'm trying to figure out the best way to invest some money so perhaps I have something to live on when I am old and gray (wait, I'm graying already!).
That's all for now.
I've been busy adding the commentary that is from my other site today to this one. :) Everything is here now.
My game on diet is working well. It was a rough start but I have lost 3 lbs already (weighing in at 142 now) which is one of the lowest weights I have been at for some time. I'm happy about that.
I had a 'date' with my recent ex Friday, only he showed up 35 minutes late, which by that time I had decided to go home. The plan was to meet after work for me, and after his class. Well he never let me know it was going late and I got tired of waiting. I thought I was going to be stood up. I went home.
This weekend I went home to my parent's house to celebrate my mom's birthday. Yesterday I went to the beach alone and took a long walk in the sand. It felt great. I needed that and have been fantasizing about that for a long time. I always wonder what the human fascination with water is. We are just obsessed with bodies of water. Perhaps its how the expanse of water reminds us of how small we really are. Today has just been a chill day and I have liked that too.
I'm really thinking a lot lately about several things:
1. I want some girlfriends here. I've lived here for 6 years and haven't fostered any of those relationships. I need to spend more time working on that. It's hard when so many girls my age are focused on their relationships and/or kids.
2. I want a relationship. I don't want to spend my entire life alone.
3. I'm trying to figure out the best way to invest some money so perhaps I have something to live on when I am old and gray (wait, I'm graying already!).
That's all for now.
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